Thursday, September 2, 2010

I give up!

I just got an awful message from my soon to be co-wife.  She called me a spoiled $@*^&!  Can you believe it?  For all I have done and sacrifised to make it easier for her to marry MY HUSBAND!  She acused me of saying something and all hell broke loose.  I have helped her with Islam as she is a new convert.  I have spoken to her and been nothing but kind.  I have looked the other way when I have seen or heard things that should not have been done or said.  I have given so much for this only to have it blow up in my face.

I have cried many nights about this.  Praying to Allah to give me guidance and patience and love in my heart for her.  Now this?  SupanAllah!  Thank you for the sign!

I told my husband that if he now wants a life with her, he can have it.  I no longer will be a part of their "life".  My heart cant take too much more.  I am dying inside and I dont know where to turn.

Forget acceptance and I can do my own dishes!!

Remember, this is not a court, no need to judge.


  1. Salam sis,

    AWWWWWWWWW what an awful post. where in the Middle East are you? Where is your hubby from?
    My name is UmMuhammad from California (also a convert) love to hear from you and get to know you..............

  2. I just saw your comment...First I want to appologize that it has taken so long. I havent been on for a while. I will email you... Inshallah...:)

  3. Please send me your email address. I can not access your info...


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