I sit here in a daze. I still do not know what to do with myself. haha. It has been 4 days since I found out I was pregnant and I still feel like its a dream. Mashallah!! I am forever gazing at the "stick".. (yes, I still have it...cant bring myself to throw it away. It's almost as if it is a reminder for me) I will look at the paper the Dr. gave me.. In big letters on the lab paperwork it says.. PREGNANCY POSITIVE.
I feel as if I can cry and laugh at the same time. I am scared and unsure of the future. I dont do well with change..haha I guess I will need to start adapting hu?
As for the news with the co-wife, she will be coming here in July, Inshallah. I am actually looking forward to it as her and I have formed an amazing bond and friendship. Since my family is not here with me, she is the Sister I need right now. Mashallah! My husband is working harder and harder lately and doing his best to get his businesses in order since the recent disturbances in Bahrain. It really would be nice to have someone here with me that knows what I am going thru. Someone that can help me out.... Inshallah, it will work out. Allah knows best. He has created a plan for us all. I pray every day that I dont let HIM down.....
I am starting to feel some of the effects of pregnancy. Now that the cold is going away... thank you to all for your home remedies... I found that the ginger helped a great deal.
I dont have much of an appetite and my energy is pretty much zapped out of me. I am pretty upset with myself for not loosing the weight I put on since I got married (30 lbs) before this pregnancy. I can only imagine what I will be like in the upcoming months...ughhh... Allah knows best! Maybe the extra weight is needed to ensure the healthy pregnancy...we never know what is bad for us may turn out good.. I keep reminding myself to this. My top half is no longer me.. haha. I think they were switched out while I slept. They are killing me! I really dont think they belong to me..hahah I will check the lost and found and see if someone lost them. ;)
Anyways...thats me today.
Here is a nice video that I came across... Enjoy..