First of all, I want to thank AFSW woman for the advice on breathing. Aside from almost passing out from taking A LOT of deep breaths today, it worked good. My shoulders dont feel quite so bad today.
I am trying really hard to stick with the positve vibe that my new blog is all about. It's just some days you cant be that cheery.
I feel like I am in a hole trying to claw my way out. It seems that the world is an unfamiliar place with strange people. I miss the old way of things, people and places that are and were familiar to me. Will this ever pass? Will I ever feel at "home" here in the Middle East? Will the ghosts of my past haunt me forever?