Not much change in how I feel today. I got some wonderful feedback from all of you and thinking of your kind words is helping me get by. I still want to run. On the show Sister Wives, the husband Cody said that wives can handle a wife better than they can handle a girlfriend. Sooo true! I cant handle this situation now and I am trying to put on the happy face but its just hard!
Anyway, I wont complain today. Thanks again everyone.