Thursday, December 2, 2010
Calm before the storm????
So as I sit here on a slow day at the office, my mind is wandering...... there has been no recent talk of a Second wife. My summer was consumed with the topic and now, nothing. There was a potential in Las Vegas and then again in the country I am living in. Nothing. Things just kind of dropped out. I even go on his "Muslim Dating Page" and the membership has expired???.....
Ok, one of two things....Done, or hiding it from me. After my last "freak out" session, he informed me that it is too much for me so he will just stop talking about it with me. That was a few months ago. When I ask him now, he just says he isnt talking to anyone and is focusing on fixing up our house.
Now, (my mind wanders again) when he says fixing up the house I think again, one of two things...haha Getting it ready for my future co-wife or finally listening to my nagging.
I am confused here. Should I worry or be happy?
Really...if he does do this....I think I will bounce. I was ok with it at one time but now, not so much. My feelings have changed and I know now that this isnt for me. I wish him all the best, but this American girl will call it a day. Who knows, I may think differently but right now, yeah....not for me!